let me disarm you with a smile

September 30th, 2001

Uhm perfect evening. There’s a crisp breeze in the air and the dark drapes of night have masked the campus in its folds. I’ve got Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness playing - dusk to dawn of course - and I’m so inspired by thirty three. I once heard billy corgan say he wrote thirty three at this idyllic time when he had just been married, and was getting all famous from siamese dream. i feel like my life is that perfect right now.

One of the most beautiful things i have ever read were written in the liner notes of adore, the pumpkins last great album. i will share it here

17 seconds
17 seconds of compassion
17 seconds of peace
17 seconds to remember love is the energy behind which all is created
17 seconds to remember all that is good
17 seconds to forget all your hurt and pain
17 seconds of faith
17 seconds to trust you again
17 seconds of radiance
17 seconds to send a prayer up
17 seconds is all you really need

I miss you pumpkins

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